172 DAYS OF PURENESS

...It is completly pointless to try filling the space in you...so pointelss....complete waist of time....
I understand it all now. I know I do. Now it is different. I am not quite sure if it's the time...maybe time need to pass for us to understand certain things...maybe...Now there is no turning back...and now...it's not about losing or not....now it's something more....mental...damage...which will stay with me forever....undescibed damage.....the danger came along with the first step of stranger in my life....I am ready to give up all those I love...give up all that I love....all that I ever wanted...I am ready to give up everythinng I ever was...will be...for stranger....

I know that the constent sickness is not an accident...I know....and I'm avoiding any contact with doctors of all kinds....my mother feels that something is not right...

It is my birthday soon...this year I don't care about presents....friends...parties...getting stoned...hige celebration...money...I don't want it all...I don't care if they will remember or not....I can give up all this...and more...just to see HIM.


PS: ONE IS VERY WEAK WHEN ONE IS IN LOVE.

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IT'S BEEN 172 DAYS OF PAIN....IN THE MOST BEAUTIFUL FORM....