Sience I came to Poland( two days ago)...everything looks sooo much different....I miss my fruit tea at night....I miss my room....why doesn't it feels liek home...it was my home for so long....what happened???I think it's my first time....I can't believe thi is happening to me. I feel like stranger. I feel like stranger in place that I'm scared to call my home. I am lost.
I think I take it all in different way than people around me....when im very scared I think of him....I think of the time when we will be together....it helps....it helps with sleeping...I can't sleep...it's hard...why do i feel like that???
Shit life is complicated. All these people ask me questions about my future....I'm scared about the in between....before my future...I lie....my future will be beautiful....it will....but I lie to you becase you don't really want to hear the real dream....you wouldn't understand it.....
I am scared of all the way that will bring me to my happy future....I need help...I need you...
Dear Dream Boy....I love you....
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