I hate days like these. I hate this feeling deep in my stomach, trapped inside. I hate it. It's making me walk away from everyone, well almost everyone. Plus I start school again tomorrow, my art exam will kill my Monday.
I have so many things in my head that I can't concentrate on art. It always calms me down, but lately it doesn't I'm so distracted. FUCKING TWO MONTHS. TWO MONTHS. I will need some miracle to get through this shit. SOME MIRACLE.
'It's not you babe. This is not you' he said to me. I don't know that is me anymore. I have no idea. I'm tired of people, absolutely tired. EVERYONE IS SO FAKE, it makes me sick. I just wanna turn around and scream. Instead I keep it all in. ALL IN. LOCKED. LOCKED. LOCKED IN VERY WELL.





















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