Thursday, 29 October 2009

I didn't eat for threedays so I could be lovely

Yes, we just don't understand the most simple things...and we wish to protect things we shouldn't.
What does it mean when a stranger, when a man feels protective over you?Why does he feel protective over me? Some people protect secrets....they wish to protect their illnesses because this is the only way they can touch their dreams. Is it strength of character? Is it the bravery? She protects that illness that has been there for so long do that she can have it. Is it simply stupidity? Maybe. I wished I could be friends with her so that I could help her, but I can not. There is no way we can stop being enemies. She is killing herself, and I see that, and I do not stop her. I am not even trying to. Why? Things are easier to look at. Things are easier to read and think, judge. Things aren't that easy when we get involved.

Why would anyone want to protect this monster. She is protecting it. I want to leave her to it. Observe her slow death. Funny....how we enjoy what happens to people. People aren't stupid. People desire too much. They want sky to fall down for them. When they can never touch it. Look at the sky babe....look at the blue desire of yours.

The brave is the one who wants the sky to fall...
catch its hardness...its pureness.....

I think I am crossing the fine line. Maybe I am all ready on the other side who knows....
the beauty of the dream seizes the mind of the brave and stupid one.....

I wish to understand things....
I wonder....
...with eyes wildly open....touch the sky with the saggy eyes of yours.....get its pureness to inhale you with its devil's air.....dimming stars are crushing....
dripping moons....the untouchable coolness of the air....
....unfeelable....sway your hands....in the rhythm of constant confusion....
praise his eyes...


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