painful fashion.....fucking design;)

Tired...I have less and less strength....I don't care I have a reason....purpose...it's not just for me this time....God help me....go through this hard time. Give me power....to get through it....funny....how happy all these people look...I think I am gatting to the point I can fake happiness and the part when it's not fun anymore....but then I look at IT (!?) and I can see I still have long way to go....don't question...I stopped question...they took away from me my freedom...I need it back....fight for it....fight to get it back....for once do it yourself