This school year....is my last school year...and things don't look as frightening as they just to do...now the outside life is more scary....what will I do with myself?
I need to find myself some realistic career...stop living in a dream bubble.....I said like this to my dad.
I don't quite know....what to do.....
shall I just keep the bubble....
I am terrified of failing....and not being able to get up....
In my dream i can not move....and i want to...but I can't...and I'm crying with such heavy tears.....
I think it's my day of failing....
I get up everytime....now I don't know if there is any point...in getting up again....
it's scary...it's becoming a routine and I am scared I'm stopping to believe....
terrified...
PS: Now when I look at pictures of Daul Kim....I think of that we will never see her creations...her dream exhibition....we lost it all...because someone stopped believeing...because someone was tired of getting up each time....I don't ever want to stop getting up....never....
No comments:
Post a Comment